We know what people say, you can't go home again, I hope that's not true but 11 years ago I was proven wrong, and I hope three weeks from now I'm not proven wrong again. I'm going back to Edmonton to see my parents, and my old surroundings. After I moved to Edmonton when I was 12 I returned to Montreal the next summer and to my surprise I found out all my friends had moved on without me. My life stood still for 6 months after I moved west and when I returned, the whole I had left was filled. I hope that never happens with my family but I can't expect them to stop living when I'm not there. I know things will be different, my mother and I have always been close and I'm prepared to see her being closer to my sister than me now, which is understandable but still odd to me.
I hope to see old friends and for a few days fall back into my old ways, but it'll be odd to be visiting a place I called home last year. My first anniversary is in 8 days and we're hoping to do something romantic and memorable, seems that we've already falling into a little bit of a rut with everything we've been through. Seems that even though we've only been married a year with everything we had to do with all the stress we endured and what our marriage has been through seems like we're an old married couple already. I love this man more than life itself but I'm trying to recapture that spark we had when we first met.
Believe it or not, my husband and I met over the Internet. A lot of people think it's over a dating website or something like that but it was actually playing video games. We spoke for 7 months online before he came up to Canada to visit me, the feeling I had the first time I met him in person was unexplainable. I was excited, I saw him and he was so gorgeous that it immediately made me nervous that he might not continue feeling the same way about me, but we instantly hit it off. The good thing about meeting someone online before you do in person, you get to know that person on such a deeper level than you even would in person, in the time span given. There's no awkward moments about each others feelings, you can't try and read the other persons impress of you, you have to be open with you feelings and just say them. When I met my husband face to face for the first time I felt like I had known him for years. I don't know what the future holds for my husband and I, if it's in California or in Canada, I just know that I'll always have my one constant in my life now, My husband will always be my home.
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